Just put me out of my misery -

it’s not even any fun anymore

Only gay men and people who want something seem to know I even exist,
that would be great - if ya know - I didn’t like boobies.

today was so awkward too, because a mic wouldn’t stay in place on a lady and I’m just trying to do my job professionally - so you know what it’s the OPPOSITE of enjoyable having to toy around near someone’s breasts that you might find physically attractive.  It’s not professional to ogle, so in general it’s just nerve-wrecking and more problem solving then just pasting it to talents skin.

I guess some sound guys get their rocks off mic’ing talent, but I don’t - how can you even think I’m nice or pretty or whatever if you think I’m pervy and trying to get down your shirt.  It doesn’t add up - but no one ever understands that.

They just got jokes, so many fucking jokes.

Go fuck whoever your fucking, and stop making me feel like a loser.

All of you are so fucking pretty already, so don’t throw me farther under a bus.

Just because I’m not ugly doesn’t mean anyone has been interested in me in such a long fucking time that I can’t even figure out when it was. 

Because I already know I’m a fucking loser. a toxic loser.

(Source: deviantfemale, via man-stuff)