Would anyone like to put bets on the next time, someone will want to spend time with me or be intimate or whatever?  I’m putting the marker at 6 months from now - 11/04/12.  Sounds as good as any day - it’s already been … 7 months? 8 months? oof. I don’t even know anymore, I don’t want to figure it out.  I’m not even willing to bet on my birthday because -look, to be real 90% of my “friendz” forgot my birthday so it makes no sense to put my chips back on that number.

Whatever, I’m just saying what’s on my mind - I ain’t gotta soul to confide in.  Better thrown into the vacuum of tumblr and apathy then let it just tear me up psychologically, let it just roll around in my brain some more without defining it or releasing… Because you know it’s actually healthier to share your thoughts and feelings - even if everyone else wants you to just SHUT THE FUCK UP and make them happy.  I get it - you all think I should be a pure fucking glee - life is so fucking fantastic. STFU Anthony. Obey. Be Alone. OBEY. STFU. or Go Away and Die.

Should just should shoot myself in the temple - would fix the problem 

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red light, green light.. 1.2.3.

(the prettiest people online - seem to be the loneliest - it ain’t right)

oh.. and I’m also going to hell.. but you probably already knew that

tush:

peeking to see

crowcrow:

by brittany markert

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try again, no one hears you

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caught from under 

#SIGH
#masteringanduploading

Sounds way dirty then I meant.. hahahahah

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#packlight…

kari-shma:

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one step at a time aT…

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foooook… no mark farina on saturday. :(

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seems regal, I need something this proper in my life, so I can keep my flaring emotions under control  

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ok now.. that is a fucking daring ass move. #holyshit #canyoutellIneedsomethingcrazytohappeninmylife #no? #wellyourslow

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striking… don’t trip sweety #bandits

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highonflowers:

marike le roux + edouard plongeon

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