upset as shit. but I bought my ticket. so. that’s that.

(because I must love paying interest charges and late fees on bills EVERY fucking month… and be paid crap rates and be demeaned internally within my film sound community - of which I’m already an outlier. Yup. But I’m supposed to have more gear already - just borrow money from my parents I hear, yup….. “THAT’s the ticket!”)

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—”then show me that you’re mine girl all right. 

Oh just give me some kind of sign” #dilla

alwaysmarilynmonroe:

Marilyn photographed by Milton Greene, 1956.

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everyone’s flawed, everyone’s perfect just the way they are

pharcyde #np

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elephants never forget. #trailofdreams

STS9->”Radiator Hums” my problem, not yours 

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Blind to the facts that aren’t intertwined in synaptic space,
delusions in my waking hours - horrors in my sleep.  
How many steps to take before I reach the door?
How many steps to take after the next pitfalls drop?

The Cliffhangers always reaching for the peak
but the only Summit I know is a train line speeding past me
No time to chase the freight, less vertigo captures the soul
No time for looking back, what it is, is over for. 


(I used to write a lot of prose/poetry or whatever - then years ago someone told me it was crap - repeatedly - and I just kinda shifted away from it.  Did some collage art that I should have finished but the break up and my grandma passing killed that for me.

It wasn’t one person even, it was a couple folks; funny how none of those people even talk to me now but were totally cool with destroying my self esteem about it.  Even when I applauded their efforts - I miss home though - New Jeru, The Reservation, Maplewood. great places.  The people I once knew at least can’t be critical because they don’t pay attention.  ”Fans know me better then my friends do … because my friends don’t pay that much attention” )

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SKULL #GreatDay #DOOM

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weird fishes…

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I want better then living with people who don’t give a fuck - 

if it is not yours - if you did not sweat and toil for that food and drink.

Get Your Fucking Hands Off my Juice.  Shit is not cheap.

I don’t drink or eat that chemical derived, fried, meat-related, from concentrate foods - because it’s not good for you.  A decision I make for myself not for anyone else, but when you keep taking my more expensive materials, all you are doing is fucking me over. I was not born or raised wealthy you dipshiet.

 nevver:

Yeah Goose

workinonit.

orgiasticfuture:

Good Morning.

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arreter:

Wuquan Sanren

DARKNESS #andDeadMau5

geekypornygirl:

Solar Nexus ≡ Photographer Carl Westergren

(thump thump thump_)

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.. (no one will ever) crawl out my window

#listentoReggieWatts #andstaycalm

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“… Don’t Carve Me Out ..” #MMJ

ilovesexypics:

iLoveSexyPics

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(WHOOP. WHOOP WHOOP WHOOP WHOOP)

aboutsexncomics:

-her

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